Forbidden Secrets

Forbidden secrets if told can unleash a powerful force, by which all peace one may have tried to retain, can be undone in a fraction of a second, leaving behind nothing but burnt bridges with only the ashes turning to dust. It shouldn't be that way, it's unfair and unruly in this darkened world of which some never win or lose. Some life experiences may not be so tough to swallow, yet for others it's an internal hell as one witnesses deceit, cover ups, and lies to protect the innocent involved with the guilty. If only the one's who's lives have been spared by love and nurturing, could only see the blessing that has been bestowed upon them. If only they understood why some are so different then they are. The difference is love. Love may seem to be a word taken highly for granted, but to one who didn't grow up with that, yet in the same domain had to watch it given to those closest to them, it becomes a painful word, a longing word, and a word which causes disbelief or unsparing resentment toward the innocent, yet all the while the unloved is innocent as well, but forced to live in a world where they have to hide in the cracks to protect those they love -who are the innocent involved with the guilty - from their hurt and hatred for what has happened to them.
The story is written between the lines never to be exposed in fear of the dreadful day that if anyone was to know the truth, although innocent, would be turned on them. It's a lonely place - this world of knowing in silence the truth of things you want yell out to the world. Yet there in the darkness lies a hurt child within, a tormented adult trying to live as normal as possible without revealing and unraveling the loved one's rose scented world. Yet the loved one is their hell caused by the guilty and evil perpetrator. An impossible situation.